Thursday, December 31, 2015

December 31. 2015

Last post of 2015. A good but full year. We had a baby, moved, Francis quit his job to finish school, and we had kiddos turn 2 and 4. Crazy.

We've been out and about so writing on here has been impossible. Christmas was great. One of the best in fact because we got to see both sides of the family.

We headed to Dallas the Tuesday before Christmas (with a sick but recovering Robert) and made it in time for dinner. Sweetie and Papa were glad to see us as was Aunt Dani. Wednesday, Francis was able to go golfing with his Dad while the boys, Danielle, mom and I decorated cookies. The boys also drove the Gator around the yard. Robert's getting to be a good driver (though William disagrees), but his dismount while William is driving gets him run over every time. Some how he thinks it's funny. William is learning the ins and outs of driving on Papa's land and at one point got the Gator stuck in a ditch such that my dad had to tow him out. This meant William got to drive on the road as he followed Papa back to the house. He was super proud of himself. Danielle and my dad also assembled a small trampoline with a handle that plays music for the kids to play on for years to come. Not an easy task but it was well used. Aunt Camille and Mom and Pop Noble arrive Wednesday and we had a wonderful dinner at Rudy's before chatting the night away by tree light.

Thursday was Christmas Eve. I put together the program for our Christmas eve service, and in addition to every one already there, Christian, and Chad arrived with the twins. The babies have grown since last I saw them, and they are as cute as ever. Hannah took an interest in them, and kept staring when they came in range. Speaking of Hannah, she loved everything about Christmas. She smiled, laughed, chatted and was so content, it was like she'd always been there. Sweet times. After a wonderful ham dinner, we all gathered in the living room (this was the first time have Christmas as Sweetie and Papa's new house) and had our service. Pop prayed, Dad played the piano, Mom Noble did a devotional, Francis read the Christmas story in French, Christian read it in Italian and Danielle and William read it in English. Aunt Camille sang what child is this, Danielle and I sand a duet called, "You're here", we sand many carols and ended with Robert leading us in Happy Birthday to Jesus, a candle lighting and singing of Silent Night. It was a special time focused on the Jesus and the love he showed when he came that first Christmas. Then there were presents. Hannah sat in a walker and watched everyone open presents. I'm proud of the boys; they were so thankful for all they received. I opened Hannah's presents with her and she was very intrigued with both the gifts and the cardboard surrounding them. She won't remember her first Christmas, but I always will. She got toys, clothes (including beautiful dresses), a bow holder,  stuffed animals and a few "busy" toy activity/ luvie blankets.

The next morning, Christian and Chad returned with the twins and Danielle and Camille came back from Danielle's house. Christmas lunch was made by the most amazing cooks. Before we ate, we opened stockings. Robert got big boy underwear (which he has now worn successfully for two days), and candy, which the boys ate right away. Christmas lunch was delicious. Thanks to my mom, Hannah had her first food: mashed potatoes. She was less than thrilled. I have a video. Merry Christmas Hannah; you got to eat food. We haven't tried again since then, but we likely will soon. After lunch, I got my customary coke float, and got to hold the twins and Hannah at the same time (and all sleeping!). It was wonderful, and all too short. The boys played some board games before it was time to go.  We headed out around 2:30 to Francis's parents' house to begin Christmas Part 2. When we arrived, Abby, Cyndy and Chris were there.Christmas dinner was also noteworthy, ending with Jesus Birthday cake and chocolate fondue. We read the Christmas story once more and sang. Then a second round of presents. It is worth noting that the kids only got one present per Christmas celebration (2 total) and they were totally ok with that. This time, the boys got a bunch of Wild Kratt gear and Hannah got more girly baby things.  All three got a gift card to Build-a-Bear from their Aunt Cyndy, Uncle Chris and Abby. Funny enough, Hannah slept through everything, so we had to do some of it (open presents) a second time when she awoke. After the kids went to bed, the adults stayed up and talked and laughed, until we were all tired. I went to bed with my face hurting from 3 full days of smiling.

Saturday morning, the whole Phillips clan headed out tot he mall to use the Build-a-Bear gift cards. William and Robert chose dragon's from How To Train Your Dragon, and Hannah and Abby got corresponding Anna and Elsa Teddy Bears. A great time was had by all and the boys' dragons even have light sabers (crazy, I know!). We eventually left the mall after lunch and they kids napped while Francis's parents and I began a (card) game of 500. Before we finished though, Chris and Cyndy were ready, and the four of us went clearance Christmas decorations shopping while Nana and Grandad watched the kids. We got a new tree for a fraction of the cost (ours was on its last leg)! We got back in time to feed Hannah, before heading out again on a date night. While driving, the warning sirens started going off all around us. I checked my phone, called my dad and when he said we were clear, we hurried to the theater. We saw the new Star Wars. Such a fun movie! The food was good (Studio Movie Grill) and the company (Francis) delightful. Thanks for watching the kiddos Nana and Grandad!

The weather was wretched throughout the next day  (including two bouts of hail) so instead of leaving Sunday, we waited and left Monday morning. This meant one more day of playing with my in-laws. No one complained about that to be sure! Our trip home was smooth and we have since been unpacking and putting things away. Francis has had the week off since the University is physically closed, so we have loved having him around. Today (New Year's Eve), we went to the Chilrden's Museum to ring in the New Year at noon. They did a balloon/confetti drop, the kids made hats and poppers and everyone cheered. It was so fun. Hannah watched with amazement and even sat up for a long while watching. She's getting good at moving around, and not just in her walker. I anticipate a crawler all too soon.. But not until 2016. It's going to be a New Year in less than 12 hours. So long, 2015...I am so glad I experienced you.

Till next year!

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

December 16, 2015

Good news! It seems William's lying has ended as quickly as it began. Since I last posted, William has not (intentionally) lied and has even corrected himself later when he found out something he said was inaccurate. He has also learned the difference between lying and kidding (when you are kidding you tell the person the truth quickly after and it has to be a joke). Hi sense of humor loves to kid so he was relieved that joking around is ok. He is loving this time of year and has memorized most of what the angels say in Luke 2. he wants to be part of the Christmas story reading this year, Big boy!

Robert has started singing and it's adorable. Favorite tune? Happy Birthday. He keeps singing it to Jesus and my heart melts into a puddle. Robert's favorite word is "too".  No matter what I ask William, Robert repeats it with the word "too?". He doesn't want to be left out and who can blame him. He's getting so big. He's grown almost an inch since September. He's trying to catch up to William!

Hannah girl is growing too. I put her on my hip today and she managed pretty well holing herself up. A hip baby already?! She's sitting up here and there and is so attentive to all going on around her. Nothing's gonna get by this girl. She's smiley as ever and has an easy, jovial laugh. Her brothers do everything to make her laugh, and the sound of children laughing rings through the house like bells. It's not always sunshine and daisies over here (in fact most of the time, its not), but sometimes I think I get a little glimpse of heaven.

Saturday was not heaven. That's an understatement if ever there was one. Francis needed to study for Finals, so I had to keep the kids out pretty much ALL DAY. Oh, and it was pouring rain most of the day. Not sure if you've ever tried to wrangle 3 small children through stores with no stroller (not worth getting it soaked, or so I thought), but it ain't easy. I took them to Sam's Club, Kohl's chick-fil-a, Gander Mountain and the Mall. At Kohl's there were no carts available, and the boys played tag through the clothes knowing I couldn't reach them because I was wearing Hannah on the front of me. A grandmother took pit on me and found an abandoned cart. Bless her! At the mall, the crowd was overwhelming. We were wet, tired and carrying Hannah had taken its toll. There was an area of fake snow for the boys to play in, so while they were occupied, I called Francis. I wasn't sure how I was going to carry Hannah and Robert (who no longer wanted to walk) back to the car. Awesome man that he is, Francis took a break from his studies, picked us up and took us out for dinner as a thank you. Ladies and gentlemen, I picked a good one! FYI Francis did great on finals, and I know his grades will reflect that. So proud of him!

A slice of heaven was experienced yesterday though. After putting the number on our calendar and reading Luke 2, William and Robert came in with blankets on their heads. "We want to be Mary and Joseph." William said. I asked how they were going to do that, and after some thought William decided they could be shepherds and I could be Mary. They brought me a blanket and we tied them on our heads. We got out a tent for a stable, and put Hannah (playing the part of Jesus) in her bouncer (manger) and wrapped her up. Then, oh then, the boys sat and gazed on Hannah much how I imagine the shepherds looked at Jesus. They cooed and whispered, touched and smiled. Hannah smiled (something newborn Jesus probably didn't do) and talked to them. This beautiful harmony of sounds is etched in my memory. I got a picture. It is one of my new favorites. For a moment I did feel like Mary as she "treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart." (Luke 2:19).

Last night I went to another craft night. I must be a glutton for punishment, lol. This time it was all the ladies of Central Baptist Church. It was so fun to be around ladies of all ages and backgrounds, but I am currently all crafted out for like the next 20 years. My house looks pinterst-y for the first time ever. It will likely never look so put together ever again!

Till next time!



Tuesday, December 8, 2015

December 8, 2015

A lot of growing has happened in my house this week. Some good, some less good.

I'll start with the negative: William has started to lie. Up until Wednesday I never had to doubt what William said. I knew it was coming someday, but I still don't like it. William cut up something I had just bought. When I confronted him (about a 25cent piece of felt), he said Robert did it. I asked him how Robert did it and the response broke my heart, "I didn't see him do it, but I heard him with the scissors". Another lie. I finally told William that I was going to go pray about it and see what God told me to do. William then came clean that he did it. His punishment was he didn't get to go to Home Depot with Daddy and Robert to do the craft on Saturday. He hated that. He has since been caught lying 3 times and missed out on something fun each time. After his last consequence he stated solemnly, "Lying isn't good. It gets me in more trouble and God doesn't like it. I don't want to lie." I am hoping this was an epiphany, but only time will tell! He is such a smart and kind kid. I want him to use those powers for good!

 Thursday we did a craft (making a Christmas card holder) at MOMS group. It was truly stressful for me. so many choices to be made and then we had to decorate it. I am not crafty (pinterest is almost a dirty word to me sometimes because it reminds me of all the things I can't do). If you ever get something handmade from me, you know I must really like you. I made it through, and the holder is displayed on our fireplace. Whew! Thursday evening our church had "A Night in Bethlehem" for our preschoolers. The kids stepped into a scene from bible times inside the church. There was a petting zoo, bakery, stable scene, live actors, a market, bakery, florist and so much more. The kids got to make crafts at each stop (a fabric ornament, flower wrapping and a cookie), get a picture with Mary and Joseph, buy food at the market with gold coins, and play with animals. Most of all, the kids were able to picture what life was like in Jesus's time. The full size stable and manger gave my kids a picture of where Jesus was born that no model could have. We were able to talk with the boys about Jesus and why we have Christmas. It was so special.

Friday we had a playdate making gingerbread houses. It was so fun to see the boys creativity. Robert is more of a "good enough" builder at this point and William puts in more thought. It will be interesting to see if they continue that when they are older.

Saturday, the boys and Francis put up the Christmas lights (after Robert and Francis got back from Home Depot). I am very impressed with our neighborhood's light displays and feel we might need to up our game for next year. But the kids are satisfied, so all is well. After nap time, we went to "Christmas in the Park" at central Park here in College Station. Oh wow, it was amazing! They had inflatables, hay rides, a snow hill to tube down, free cookies and cocoa, food, shops, and lights galore. When it got dark, the whole park lit up in a beautiful display! What a day and evening we had! We ran into so many people we knew too. I love the small town feel here, and the big town opportunities. It's so nice.

Back to growing. Robert has grown up so much this week. He is communicating so well and looks  much more like a preschooler than a toddler all the time. On Sunday Hannah woke up from her nap fussing. Robert, distressed, got me and pulled me to Hannah. Up until this point, he usually is kind but not overly fascinated with her. He told me, "mommy, Hannah! Get Hannah!" I picked up Hannah and she quieted. Then Robert asked. "Mommy hold her please?" "You want to hold her?" "Yes hold her please." Robert put out his arms and after sitting down, I handed over Hannah. Robert said sweetly, "Oh Hannah, sh sh. Sweet baby. Hannah!" He cooed for a good 5 minutes and it made my heart happy. Since then he wants to hold, talk to, and play with her all the time. He's such a great brother!

Hannah's second tooth came in on Friday. We are both very relieved. She had her 4 month check up on Wednesday. She is now 14lbs 4 oz, 26.25 in long and has a big head like the rest of my smart kiddos. she is getting more coordinated with her crawl, but it is still arms or legs and not both working together. She can sit up for a couple seconds, and the doctor said we can start solid food. We will likely wait just a little bit though as the holidays will be a hectic time to start. Hannah is so interactive. She laughs at us and talks. She is such a joy. If she'd sleep a little more in her crib, though, I certainly would not complain. We'll get there though someday!

I think that's all for now. Pray for Francis as he starts finals on Friday. He has meetings on campus with people from UT, NASA and Boeing this week, so I don't know when he will have time to study. Till next time.

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

December 1, 2015

ah, December.

So I left off with last Wednesday. I will try to make this as brief as I can. Last Wednesday my in-laws took the kids and I up to Grapevine Mills mall again, this time for the Aquarium. The boys had fun looking at all the animals (Hannah slept again). I think Nana and Grandad had fun too. William and I completed the scavenger hunt, earning us each a medal. Robert promptly took my medal and wore for the next 3 days straight. hehe, not sure what to make of that but he sure was pleased! Wednesday night the kids and I ate with my Dad, his parents (Mom and Pop), my Aunt Camille and Danielle. It was fun and the boys got to drive the power wheels Gator around the garage before we left. It was a fun day!

Thursday was, of course, Thanksgiving. We packed up the car (Francis arrived the night before) and headed from my in-laws to my parents' house for the day. My grandparents, aunt Camille, parents, Danielle, Christian, Chad and the twins were all there. It was great! The boys drove the gator all over my parents' land before it started to rain. William has become a decent driver in just a week of practice. Lunch was DELICIOUS! Thanks everyone! Hannah tried to get her hands in my food but I managed to keep her out. She loved all the attention, snuggled with anyone willing and was an angel. All the kids were great!  After lunch, Christian took a nap and Danielle and I got to do a photo shoot with the twins. It was my first time to do pictures of someone else's kids, but I think they turned out cute (if only because the subjects were so adorable).

Thursday night we headed back to College Station through quite a storm, and Friday we drove up to San Antonio. It's a long drive, but we made it. We spent the weekend with Francis's family fighting the cold and rain. We managed to go to the children's "Doseum", have dinner with Santa and go see a couple of shows at Sea World. we came back Sunday morning.

I've spent the last couple of days trying to put up Christmas decorations, and trying to get the house back in order. I know it will take about a week to get everything reset, maybe longer with Christmas stuff in the equation, but in the mean time the clutter is making me nuts. My kids and husband come first though, and so I'm trying to temper my urge to clean everything in sight right this second with spending meaningful time loving on them.

Till next time!

Monday, November 30, 2015

November 30, 2015

It's been a busy two weeks. I can't even tell you all that's been going on. I will give it a shot though.

Wednesday before last I went out for a girl's night with ladies from my MOMs group. so fun! I brought Hanah with me to feed her. During dinner Hannah was gnawing on my hand something fierce. All of a sudden, it hurt! something sharp had scraped me. I look in her mouth and she's gotten a tooth! her bottom left front tooth came in during dinner. Crazy, right? She's been working on the one next to it, but it hasnt brken through even though I can see it through the gum. It'll be here soon!

Friday, the kids, dogs and I made the trip to Dallas It was long, but we made it. Francis came along later that evening. It was time for my birthday weekend. And yes, I turned 30. Saturday morning early my sister Christian had her twin babies: Issac and Alexandra. After a lunch Francis, the kids and I went to meet the two newest members of our family. Christian was understandably tired, and Chad was pleased as punch to be a new daddy. I got to hold Alexandra. She was just as sweet as can be. The kids loved their new cousins, doting on them for some time. After the visit Francis took me to my sister Danielle's house. This was an unexpected stop. Then my friend Ashley pulled up behind us in her car. She laughed and we entered to a "surprise!" from my family. I was surprised. I had just seen my parents at the hospital, and here they were! Brandon and Bethany were there too as well as my in-laws, Danielle and Kevin. We had the most delicious cake, played a really hard trivia game (about me!), and opened gifts. My heart was overflowing. After the party (which I wish had never ended truly), I rushed back to my in-laws to change and go to dinner at BJs with my family. Danielle, my mom, and I had to eat fast and get to the Theater to see the Sound of Music at Fair Park. We barely made it. It was so worth it!!!! The music was spectacular. A perfect end to an amazing day. When I got back to my in-laws I found out Hannah had taken a bottle for Francis. It was the icing on the cake.

Sunday was my actual birthday. We went to Prestonwood for church and then lunch at Cowboy Chicken. I got to visit my sister, Chad and the twins again on my birthday. William came with me because he had not yet gotten to hold Issac and wanted to desperately. We got to the hospital and an elated William told Issac everything Issac needed to know about life. It was so sweet. Then I got to hold Issac. I was one happy aunt. AND THEN I got to hold both of the twins. A happier aunt you would not have found at that moment. I smile thinking about it. After my all too short visit (William cried when we left because he wanted to stay), we consoled ourselves with Slurpees and headed back to my in-laws. We played some and then I got to pick where we ate for dinner. I really wanted a Brazilian steakhouse, so we went to Texas de Brazil. YUM! My in-laws, parents, Danielle, Kevin, Francis, the kids and I had a wonderful evening laughing and talking over piles of meat. Then Francis had to head back to College Station.

Monday, Frankie's wonderful mom took the kids and I to Legoland in Grapevine. It was crowded but the boys had a blast (Hannah slept through it). William got to ride his favorite ride 3 times and he even drove a car by himself for the first time (you have to be 4 and 42 inches to drive on the track and he just barely made both). He only got rear-ended a couple of times and did great overall. Robert loved building the little lego cars and doing the earthquake simulation. For lunch, we all met up with my mom and ate at the rainforest cafe. The kids were super happy to be hanging out with both Grandmothers. It was so fun to watch them all experience the "animals" and look at all the fish.

Tuesday Frankie's mom and I went up to Collin Creek mall and rented some ride on animal vehicles for the boys to drive around the mall. Robert had to have an adult drive with him, but William went solo. I'm glad the mall was pretty empty because those boys drove all over. It was a blast.

so... the kids are up and hanging (extra) ornaments they found on the tree without me. So I'll have to continue this later!

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

November 17, 2015

My last post before I'm 30. Just Wow.
Last Friday we did something we rarely do: stayed home all day until Francis got home. Usually we can't make it through the morning without going somewhere. The boys love to explore and need to burn off energy, but as I was praying on where to go since we had no plans nothing came to me. Nothing, that is except camping. Camping? Yes, camping. So we decided to have an indoor campout. We set up a tent using some blocks and a sheet, drove our little ride on motorcycle and plane through the house, packed up pretend food from the play kitchen, packed their little pack packs with pillows and blankets and "headed out". We built a "fire" out of building blocks to cook out play food (later we tried out the real fireplace). we "slept" in out tent, went fishing (played our fishing game we have), and sang camp songs. Wee even finished with hot chocolate and a piece of candy "smores". And you know what? It was good. Not one fought. Everyone was calm. Everyone even...get this...napped!!!! It was a wonderful day. We can't do it everyday, but at least it happened once. When Francis got home, we had parent's night out. We kept Hannah one last time but dropped off the boys at church. They had a blast. As we were heading to church I got the mail and realized there was a big official looking packet for the previous owner of our house from "The City of  Bryan". Hmmm. I hopped in the car with the mail and we took off. Well...our first dinner date plan did not work out so we ended up at a place called Paolo's that I've been really wanting to try. It did not disappoint and was a perfect birthday date. A thought occurred to me while we were there that this restaurant is owned by the previous owners of our house. I asked the waitress if it would be weird if I dropped off the packet for them here. she was awesome and got the GM to take the packet. They might have thought I was bonkers, but they didn't let on and seemed very grateful. We will be going back again.

Last night was a big night. It was the first time I really left Hannah (as in I wasn't nearby if needed). Francis took all 3 kids for the first time so I could go to a ladies night and do crafts. It's hard to do crafts one handed when holding a baby. Aaaand...it went great! Francis is becoming a pro. All the kids were down when I got back except Hannah who was right on schedule and ready to eat. I was very impressed and had a good time while gone. God is good.

Speaking of God being good, we had an adventure in the middle of the night last night. I woke up just after 4 hearing Francis phone go off. there was a storm raging outside. I got up and found Francis staring at the TV. We were under a tornado warning. They had not confirmed the tornado was actually on the ground, but they could see what looked like one on the radar. And it was heading toward us. Francis prepared the bathroom and got the boys while I got Hannah. Miraculously, none of the kids woke up and slept soundly on pillows on the bathroom floor. We all got in just in time for the power to go out. I prayed hard for a few minutes, nearly crippled by the adrenaline rushing through me at this early wake up call. I imagine this is sort of how the disciples felt in the storm while Jesus slept. Then I opened my email and saw an email from a missionary in India asking us to pray for them. I started praying for India and my fears calmed. I knew that if God had control of India, he had control of the storm here too. Although I didn't know how the night would end, I knew there was a heavenly Father who loves me and I could rest in Him. Well, we are fine. The power came back, the kids slept through it (William woke up for about 5 seconds to ask what was going on and then he went right back to sleep on the floor), and everything is fine. But even if it wasn't, He is good. Thank you Lord for your provision.

Please pray for me. I leave for Dallas on Friday and I am a bit anxious. I haven't been up there since the accident and the flashbacks still come when I least expect them. I know it will all be ok. As I said above, God is good. He is using this to stretch me.

The kids are great. Happy, healthy and generally thriving. So happy that all of those things are true.

Till next time!

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

November 10

Well...I guess I am a slow learner. God's been teaching me yet again this week that I am not in control. Just when I start to feel like I have a handle on life, I become acutely aware I am not the one calling the shots. Thursday night was a prime example. The boys were having bath time. I'm running through my head all the things that need to happen before bed when Robert says he's done and starts to get out. I reach for him like I always do and he falls through my grip before I ever touch him and hits his mouth and head on the edge of the tub. He's screaming as I scoop him out and rock him. And then I see it. Part of his top front right tooth is missing. I cry out and Francis looks at it too. We call the emergency number for a dentist and they tell us to file off the sharp edge and come in first thing in the morning. Filing a tooth is traumatic for all involved FYI. I took him in the next morning and God could not have directed us to a more perfect dentist. The kids waiting area was literally the inside of a spaceship complete with full size astronaut and video games in the control center. The dentist who treated Robert was the same one who answered the phone the night before (could have been any of the 4 that work there) and he was comforting and the kids liked him. Robert didn't harm the nerve so it was a best case scenario for what happened. We go back in 4 weeks for a follow up. I have no control, which is hard. BUT God's plan is for my good. I need to let him be in charge because He is anyway. Who knows how he can use this?

We went to two birthday parties this weekend, the second of which was on Sunday afternoon in Houston. The five of us left after church and lunch. If I thought I was over the wreck, I found out very quickly I wasn't. I will not go into that now, but pray for me. The party was Ranger's 4th birthday so we got to see Ranger, Angel, Austin and baby Asher. As a bonus we got o see my  niece Abby, beautiful sister in law Cyndy and brother in law Chris. Other than Hannah and Robert, Ranger and Abby are two of William's favorite kids in the whole wide world, so he was in heaven while we were there. Cake, a pinata, present and good company. What more could you want? Being around Angel gave me a little taste of Austin "home" which I sorely needed. While I am content where God has placed us, I still miss having the closeness to people that I used to have. Love you, Austin people! The drive home was hard as none of us wanted to leave. Next time can't come soon enough!

Hannah is really getting the hang of this rolling over thing. She roll across the ground off her mat consistently, and then gets mad when she gets stuck. She's sitting up more and more independently and making her voice heard. I can't wait until Thanksgiving so my family can see how she's grown. My big girl!

William had been asking a lot of questions about God and Jesus and salvation for months now. He tells me he wants to choose God's way today and every day (he tells me this all the time). Please pray we have wisdom in how to lead him in this journey, and that we don't push him in to anything. I am happy for his questions though. I love that he wants to know!

Gotta go change a diaper so I guess this is it for now. Till next time! 


Tuesday, November 3, 2015

November 3, 2015

Time is going so fast it's hard to keep track. How is it November already. And how am I about to turn 30 in a few short weeks?!?

As we are on a tight budget, I've been looking into ways I can make a little extra money to help offset Christmas and other bills. As a result I qualified for a research study on Cocoa Puffs (random I know). As I signed in to do the interview via webcam, my phone tells me I'm under a tornado warning. I look and see where the tornado is. It's miles away and not heading my direction. The lady comes up on the screen and I say, "I just want to let you know I'm under a tornado warning, but it's going north of me so we're good." She pauses, looking panicked and asks if I'm sure. "yeah," I respond, "I just wanted you to know in case I have to go suddenly." She laughed nervously and siad this was a first for her. I guess I made an impression!

My in-laws came in town last Saturday for Halloween. Oh how I love them. God has gifted me with the bast second-set of parents I could desire. I thank God for them daily. We played around the house in the morning before having lunch at Chick-fil-a. We ran into Dave and his kids as well as Audrey Brower (Tracy was at a wedding shower), and had the best time chatting and catching up. After lunch Francis, his dad and the boys went to Best Buy while Hannah, Frankie's mom and I went to Hobby Lobby and Toys R Us. We shopped and laughed and then all convened back at the house for some train time. We set up a large train track and the kids (and adults) enjoyed running the trains across it. It was getting later, so we got the kids dresssed in costumes and went to the mall. I'm not big on trick or treating (I'm not much for Halloween at all) so this was a good medium. The mall was crazy busy and store were handing out all types of goodies, so we got out in 30 minutes with a bag full of stuff each. The boys were satisfied and so we met up with Francis and his dad (who were working on the computer) and had dinner at BJs. The boys were still in their costumes and it was kinda cute to see my Captain America (William) and Iron Man (Robert) sitting across from me. Hannah did not wear her flower costume much at all; it was a little hot. My in-laws came back and helped put the kids to bed before heading out. It was one of the best days we've had in a long time.

Hannah is starting to sit up on her own. I can put her in the supported sitter thing we have and she sits up and watched us with great interest. I did that while sorting laundry yesterday and she loved it. So big! I mostly put her in some variation of pink or pastel color and tell her what a sweet girl she is. William also dotes on her, and it's cute. Today though was downright hilarious. After breakfast William was talking to Hannah, "When did you become a little lady?" he asked her. I smiled, but Hannah grunted and let out a poop-fart that (I kid you not) reverberated off the walls and echoed through the house. The boys doubled over in laughter for a long time and William exclaimed with delight, "She's a lady alrught!" Not sure what he thinks a lady is...

Robert is growing up and his imagintive play is exploding. As I type he is using star wars figurings and having an epic battle. It's amazing to see his mind work. William is enjoying the perks of being 4 years old, but not always loving being "grown up". He wishes he could fit in the baby gear and wants to be rocked to sleep again. We humor him as much as we can; we want him to hold onto his childhood as long as possible.

That's all for now!

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

October 28, 2025

What a day. I won't go into it all except to say we did pictures today. I am exhausted to say the least.

We did some pictures because Hannah turned 3 months on Saturday! That happened so fast. She rolled from front to back yesterday by rocking her legs back and forth and arching her back until she twisted around on her back.That means she can now roll both back to front and front to back. She can hold up her head and much of her torso steadily when placed on her stomach. She can laugh, smile, "talk", and loves her family more each day. And we love her too. Our lives are somehow more complete with her here. I'm so thankful she is mine.

Last Wednesday we took a trip out to Research park near campus to see the ducks and turtles. It ended up being a great science lesson because we used my phone to identify all the types and species of animal we saw. The kids loved matching the pictures to what they were seeing live. Gotta love natural teachable moments.

Thursday Hannah went to her last moms meeting. She will have to go to childcare from now on because she is too old to be in the room with me. We've been putting her in class on Sunday mornings for the Bible study hour, so I know she can do it and will do fine. I will be sad not to be holding her, but the little ladies in the nursery love on them like crazy. She went into childcare for my bible study class on Tuesday and she was the only baby for 4 teachers (a few kids were obviously out). She got more attention in that hour than I could do all day. I am so thankful for a church that loves children!

Friday we took a field trip to HEB with a bunch of moms and kiddos from my Moms group. The boys learned all about nutrition, had samples, got a goody bag, and got a picture with HEB Buddy at the end. A good time was had by all, especially since Hannah slept through the whole thing!

Saturday was a rainy rainy day, but that didn't stop us. I received a free Sam's membership so Francis, the kids and I went to redeem it and check out the store. We bought a few things which we could handle getting in bulk (like paper towels) and after we got home I calculated how much we saved. It was crazy how buying bulk adds up. Thanks for the free membership, Sam's!!! It could not have come at a better time. We followed our Sam's trip with Best Buy, then Chick-fil-a and then went home as the rain was just beating down. It rained the rest of the day and night and into the next day, which meant Saturday night was Family movie night. We watched Fantasia 2000. Went great with the rain sound.

Sunday evening was Fall Fest. I was still raining so we had to move it indoors. Hannah dressed up as a flower, Robert was Iron man and William was Captain America. They had a great time and got a ton of candy (at least the boys did). They had inflatables, games, and tons of food. We are at the point where if there is free food, we'll be there. On top of it, the food was delicious. Win!

Monday we did the grocery store. I managed to clip $20 worth of coupons and get another $10 back on my Ibotta app. I'm working hard to save us some money, and I am beginning to notice a difference.

Yesterday was Bible Study. The kids and I played Legos all afternoon building a bit of a city by the time we were done. The laundry is still not put away, school work didn't get done, and the house didn't get cleaned. Still worth every minute. When Francis came home, he watched the kids for a bit so I could catch up on some chores. Thanks honey!


Today, as I said, we did pictures. Nothing worked as planned, but it is in the past now, and I won't dwell in it. The good thing that came from it is the lady felt bad and comped me a couple of things that I could not have afforded otherwise. God is good, and the lady was super kind.

That's all for now!

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

October 20, 2015

I've tried to start this blog about 20 times now. I'm having trouble. Perhaps it's the kid in my arms who is almost asleep, but keeps rousing herself and giving me a goofy smile. Perhaps it is the excessive wall banging in the next room from a 2 year old who won't nap. Perhaps it is because it is Tuesday afternoon aka the day I realize how little I got done on Monday. Whatever the reason, please bear with me.
 
Oh my sweet Hannah is just adorable as ever. She can now aim for something and grab it with her hands. She is loving this new ability. She also learned to roll from back to front yesterday. She loves this ability less. When she does it, she yells until I pick her up or roll her back on her back. It's a little funny. Speaking of funny, Hannah has developed a sense of humor. She laughs when she finds something to be funny. The source of most of her giggles: her brothers. Yesterday she laughed for a good 15+ minutes at her brothers jumping up and down on the bed. It was so hilarious she even snorted. It made this momma's heart so happy. Hannah is not only growing mentally and emotionally, she is also growing physically. On Friday she took a 4 hour nap and woke up no longer fitting in her 3 month onesie. As in it would no longer snap when it snapped before nap. She is now (at 2 1/2 months) in 6 month clothes. She's long and lovely!

Robert and the potty training saga continue. He's doing well at home, but up until Sunday would not go for his teachers at church. He even went poop on the potty 3 times this week, including yesterday when he went to the potty all by himself, pooped and then showed me. I did a happy dance for that one. Sunday Robert went on the potty once just fine for his teachers. They asked him a little while later if he needed to go again. He responded yes, pulled down his pants and went in the classroom. I know most every kid (especially boys) does this at some point, and his teachers were good sports. So note to self: be close to the potty when asking Robert to go. Robert is becoming very polite. I gave him the ketchup he asked for at lunch yesterday and he responded with a clear, crisp, unsolicited "thank you". He also says please when asking for things. Quite a little gentleman!

William will be finishing his Math book today. I went ahead and bought the 1st grade book to see how far we get in it before it's too hard. We also have begun reading simple easy readers using William's sight words. He's doing a great job recognizing words and using the picture, letters and context clues to help. We've tried sounding out words but he's not there yet. We've also been talking about God, rules and sin a lot. William has so many questions, and I love that he feels ok asking me. He's memorizing so much scripture and together we talk about what it means. I pray his little heart grows tender to the nudging of the Holy Spirit (as I do for all my children). 

Francis's birthday was Friday. We took him out to Cotton Patch Cafe for dinner, and then let him open presents and cards back home. The boys spent the two previous days making Francis's cake and decorating it. It was a fun lesson on baking and since I have let the boys make and help with the cake for the past 3 years, I guess it is a tradition now. Saturday we had a party with some of the Brower clan to celebrate Francis' 29th birthday. We had pizza and cake,  the kids played and watched a movie, and the adults played settlers of Catan (I won!). It was truly a wonderful time. Happy Birthday, my love!!!! 

That's really all I can type now. I just walked into the boys room and found Robert standing on William's head (William was asleep but is no longer). I guess naptime's a bust! 

Till next time. 

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

October 13, 2015

After a day like Friday before last, you'd think the weekend would have been blown. But thankfully God is gracious and he allowed me to find joy in between moments of distinct sadness.. Saturday before last, the kids and I went to the State Fair of Texas with my mom, sister Danielle, her boyfriend Kevin, my Aunt Camille, and my grandfather Japapa. It was Hannah's first time at the fair. She loved looking around at everything. We did the annual puppet show "world on a string" and Hannah wanted to watch the whole thing "standing" (me holding her with her legs stiff). I tried to nurse her more than once and she would scream at me every time until I would lift her so she could see the show again. Same went for the parade and fireworks show that evening. Hannah's a fan of the fair! The boys had a great time too. they enjoyed the food, shows, and company. William got to go see a museum with Japapa (aka William Thweatt), and the two had a fun time bonding. William came back and told me "That Japapa, he's a cool guy!" It melts my heart to see him enjoying his relatives. Robert was pretty flexible too. My kids are good sports, because we never slowed down!

Sunday afternoon, we attended a babies shower at my mom's house for Christian and Chad. They are having twins and I am so excited to meet Alexandra and Issac. Mom and pop, Japapa, my aunts Bup and Camille, Chad's parents as well as some of my cousins and their kids were there. It was so fun. The theme was Noah's Ark and we played name the baby animal. The cake was a masterpiece by my Aunt Bup. I wish you could have seen it! Chad and Christian got many wonderful gifts, and we were able to pray over them as they embark on this great journey. I look forward to seeing God glorified through them and their family.

After the shower, my cousin Summer and Aunt Bup asked my mom for a tour of the property. As soon as mom had left the house, we quickly took down all the shower decorations and put up birthdya decorations. My mom's birthday was the 10th, but we were not able to be there so we decided to throw her a Frozen/Sound of Music Suprise birthday party. The cake and decorations were adorable (thanks Aunt Bup and Aunt Camille!). When mom came back in, she noticed the decorations were different and we all yelled "Suprise! Happy Birthday!" She was indeed surprised and happily so. We gave her a tiara and a bunch of cards to tell her how much she is loved. The cake had some of her favorite things on it. We gave her tickets to the upcoming Sound of Music show in Dallas. She's a special lady, my mom. I wish I was able to tell her that more often.

This past week has been a blur of trying to get stuff back in order. I think Friday was the first day I managed not to have a major mental breakdown. We managed to get a new car on Friday and it was surprisingly rather painless. We got another 2015 Toyota Sienna that is very similar to the one we had and I really like it. As we were leaving the salesman told me that the car had only come on the lot in the last shipment the Friday before(the same day I totaled the car). I got some goosebumps over God's provision.

Saturday we went with the Phillips' clan to a pumpkin patch outside of Houston. The kids played games and did fall activities. It was hot so we had snowcones, but poor Robert fell asleep just as his Nana got to the front of the line. Don't worry, she bought another for him when he woke up. We finished off the evening having dinner at Cyndy and Chris's house. I had not gotten to see it before, but I like it. It was a good day with good company.

Sunday the boys and Francis all wore matching A&M polos to church. It was so cute. The boys looked so gorwn up and Francis looked so proud.  College Station looks good on them.

Hannah has been growing by leaps and bounds. She is happy and content as can be. She is fine tuning her looking and reaching for things. She can now get the toy on her mat that is above her head. She giggle laughed at me for the first time yesterday afternoon and did it again last night while I was making faces at her. Sweeter sounds you cannot imagine. oh! And She managed to sleep 6 hours straight for the first time Saturday night again again on Sunday night. yaAY! She doesn't really fit in 3 month clothing anymore. I'm trying to get her in them as long as I can. She's growing so fast!!

Robert is doing ok with potty training. He does great at home, but holds it when we are out. The only exception was at the fair. Other than that, he will pretty much only go at people's houses. I am hoping he will go soon for the church workers. He just politely says no and holds it. Poor kid.

William is an ace at subtracting now. We just started a week or so ago. I went ahead and bought the 1st grade math book because he will finish the kindergarten one this week. He's a math whiz!

That's all for now.


Tuesday, October 6, 2015

October 6, 2015

The Worst Day of My life:

I haven't had many people close to me die in my almost 30 years, and few major life events that would alter my thinking so significantly as Friday. That is why Friday was the worst day of my life thus far. I am aware it could have been much worse, and I will likely have worse days to come, but Friday will likely always be in the top 10.

It started off like any day. I packed up the car and went to play date. We ate lunch in the car and headed out to Dallas for the weekend. The trip was rough. I kept having to stop for potty breaks and feedings. I was taking ,y time knowing in the back of my head that I really needed to beat rush hour traffic. Finally all the kids were asleep and I found myself praying, praising God for His goodness. I asked him for a smooth trip with the caveat, "if you have something else in mind for our trip, Lord, use it for your glory."

A while later, we got into Dallas and traffic was thick on HWY 75. It would get up to 50 and then stop on a dime. I had seen people swerve to miss others more than once as things came to a halt. Then it started moving. In an instant the car in front of me hits his brakes, lets off the brakes and hits them again coming to a near immediate stop. I hit the brakes so hard and the nightmare I have had so many nights happened, I knew I couldn't stop. In a flash everything was white as the airbags deployed. A second jolt came almost as fast as the first as the woman behind me couldn't stop either. Screaming. Screaming of my children in the back seat. I push open the door and climb in the back. I get out Hannah first as the boys are screaming at me. William says his shoulder hurts. Hannah won't calm down. Robert has tears streaming down his face. 30 seconds seems like an eternity. The woman behind me hops out, sees the state I'm in and offers to hold Hannah while I get the boys out. I get William out of his seat to check him out and he says he's fine, but wants to know why the TV isn't working. Robert is similarly perturbed that the movie has stopped. They are fine, and now Hannah is cooing at the lady who is holding her. The firemen arrive. The boys are happy that they are getting so much attention and they get stickers for being brave. The man in front of me comes to see if I'm ok. He's wearing scrubs and tells me not to worry. He knows it couldn't have been avoided and that everything but people are replaceable. The woman behind me is equally comforting. I realize that I am shaking and repeating myself that the car just wouldn't stop. I'm sure I was in shock. A fireman is able to get my car over to the median along with the other two vehicles. The police arrive and Hannah and I are able to catch a ride over to where my car and the boys now are. I give my statement. My parents arrive in two cars. I only vaguely remember calling them. They get the kids and all of the belongings out of my car and into theirs. I'm limping a bit, but too adrenaline filled to notice. The cops even try to comfort me. I must have been a mess to have so many people feel so sorry for me. In fact I know I was a mess. I get a ticket for failure to control speed (which is generally what you get whenever you rear end someone), which is when the officer tells me that there was an accident in front of me as well as on the other side of the highway at almost the same time. He says it happens all the time along here, and not to worry as everyone is ok. The tow truck arrives and Hannah and I ride with my dad back to the house while I talk to the insurance company. We meet up with my mom and the boys at my parents' house.

After a bit we go have dinner and I go by Toys R' Us to get the boys new car seats. You can't use them once they've been in an accident. I go to the check out and my card is declined. You read that right. We had charged a bunch on my credit card for moving expenses (to get the points), but had already paid it off. I called and although they had received and processed the payment, the payment "doesn't post officially until midnight", so I don't have enough credit to purchase the seats...I cry (as I imagine you would have too) and they transfer me to the credit department where I thankfully get a grandmother with grand kids my kids ages. She hears my situation and immediately resolves the problem. It's been close to an hour since the whole mess started. It's past the kids' bed time as we head back to my parents. I get in the door, sit down, tell the boys it is time for bath (knowing it will take a couple of minutes for me to actually corral them into the bathroom), and the power goes out. Not kidding. After an hour of waiting for the power to come back, the boys are put to bed with no bath. The power stays out for another hour. When it finally comes on, I check out my lower left leg. It's black, blue, yellow, and very swollen. And. It. Hurts. Ice packs help some. I finally get to bed, but it doesn't matter. I can't sleep. I am up replaying it all in my head over and over. I nearly wiped out almost my whole family. Sleep does not come.

There it is. I do want to make one statement here. Even though it was the worst day, it does not negate God's goodness. His protection and provision through the people involved was nothing short of miraculous. There are a thousand little things leading up to and after the accident that could have gone so much differently with much more disastrous results. Even if we had all died, He is still good. I am not sure how this will be used for His glory, but I pray I will see it in my lifetime. This whole thing has been a humbling experience, and I thank God that He is in my life to see me through it.

Please pray for me. I am still limping, I'm sore, and the whole of me aches with an indefinable pain. Pray I will be able to recognize the Holy conviction, self-condemnation, and satan's attacks and deal with each accordingly as I sort through my emotional baggage. Pray for the driver of each of the other cars... that they would come to know Him if they do not already and that He would bless them for their kindness. Pray for the cops and first respondents. I know they have hard jobs. And finally pray for my family, both immediate and extended. I know I gave them a good scare. My children see I'm not myself, and Francis is doing His best to comfort and pray for me. I think I'm ok and then I'm suddenly not. I know I'll come out of this, but I don't want to force it. I am praying for divine healing of my spirit.

Thank you for reading as I sort this all out. If you see me this week, give me a hug, pray over me, but don't ask me how I'm doing. Nothing personal, but I'll most likely break into tears if today is any example. I'm doing ok, and living by God's grace.

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

September 29, 2015

I can't believe time is going so fast!

Francis had his first test yesterday. He said it went "ok", whatever that means. If you don't read about the results when we receive them, I'm sure he did wonderfully!

This week has been a whirlwind. Wednesday we ran out of size 4 diapers. I promised myself when we ran out, I would start up potty training with Robert again. I wasn't expecting it, but Wednesday afternoon, I realized we were out. I sucked it up and we started (we had taken a break after robert was sick a while back and then with Hannah coming and moving, we decided to wait). I am happy to report, Robert is doing great! He has no accidents on Saturday or Yesterday (He had some diarrhea Sunday afternoon) and has had no accidents today. He wakes up wet in the mornings, but other than that, he goes on the potty. This is one happy momma!! I feel like I say this all the time, but Robert is talking more and more. Last night William and Robert both picked up play phones and talked back and forth forever. It was so cute! Robert is gaining more words all the time, answering questions and generally making his desires known. So big!

Speaking of big, Hannah had her 2 month checkup on Friday after turning 2 months on Thursday. She was 11 lbs 14 oz (she's now over 12 lbs.), 24in and has a big head like the rest of our clan (smartie!). So, she's a little above average weight, but super long. She got her immunizations and the doctor was particularly impressed by her head control and calmness. Francis and I both agree that Hannah is the most mellow baby we've had. Don't get me wrong, all our babies have been happy, but she's just generally chill. I have been taking her into Bible study, Sunday School and MOMs group, and she just sits and watches or sleeps. Everyone says how relaxed she is. She doesn't realize what a gift she is giving her momma right now. She balances m 2 high energy boys. I love my family!

I am settling into College Station faster than expected. I know I'm different than the last 2 times I moved. I am more confident and friendly, and forgive people's perceived coldness because it likely isn't personal. Overall people have been more than friendly though, they have been downright welcoming. God has divinely placed these people in my life, and I am truly grateful. The kids are making friends and love their classes at church. Some days are rough, but I don't feel completely isolated as I have when newly moving in the past. I loved Austin, and I am loving College Station. God is helping me be content wherever he puts me, and I am thankful that he cultivating that quality in me.

William just came in to have a chat (he didn't nap). Guess I should go! Looking forward to all his little mind has conjured up while "resting". Till next time!

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

September 22, 2015

Over the past 8 weeks, I have had to cook only twice. I am so overwhelmingly thankful for the food that had been brought to us, the cooking my mother has done and all the eating out we were treated to while I've been adjusting. But...now I have to go back to cooking. Cooking is not my gift or love language, so I know the next few weeks will be hard getting back into the swing of things with my menu choices and time management. Thing may get interesting.

Francis is still enjoying school though he has not had his first test. He says he is anxious about getting the first one out of the way. I know he will do great when the time comes!

Robert had his 2 year check up on Friday. He has gained 5 lbs 2 oz and 4 inches in the past year. He's getting so big. He has more than 50 words (I stopped counting after about an hour), he can jump, communicate, plays cooperatively with others, and met all the requirements for his age group. I'm so proud of him! Funny thing happened in the doctor office. The flu shots for this year are in and they have the ones that you squirt up the nose for kids. William did not want any shots after his traumatic experience with them the week before, so he started to wail and cry as soon as they were even mentioned. We finally calmed him down after saying Robert would go fist (telling him it wasn't actually a shot didn't help). Robert got mad that we wanted him to be still so we could give him the vaccination so he started yelling and crying at us before he even got it. William, who had finally calmed, redoubled his efforts with a loud, "THIS IS WHAT I WAS AFRAID OF!", not realizing Robert hadn't had anything yet. So the nurse and I held down both boys quickly, squirted the stuff up their nose and released them. Robert got off the table, indignant but calm. William cried for about 30 seconds longer and then stopped suddenly. He said, "Mom, that didn't hurt!" I said, "so you were crying for nothing." He smiled big as day and responded with a chipper, "Yep!" and then spent the next few seconds laughing. That kid!!! Oh, and best part? Hannah slept through it all.

Hannah will be 2 months on Thursday. She has a lot of head control, cand lift her head while on her tummy, social smiles, coos and makes noises, grabs objects handed to her and LOVES her momma. I don't want the newborn phase to end, but she is definitely more of a baby now. I love her!

We finally have no boxes out in our house. I would say that makes us officially unpacked! We still have work to do, but this particular item is a source of satifaction and relief. yay!

William is loving his school work. He is already half way through one of his books and nearly half way through the other 2. At this rate we will be done in late october/early November with his entire year's worth of work. He never wants to stop. Robert also wants to do school work now. He sees William pull out his stuff and then goes and grabs crayons and paper and brings them to his seat so they can both work at the same time. I've been finding little activities for Robert to do, and he loves being a big boy with "schoo" to do too! My kids love learning. 

We had some wonderful visitors yesterday. Angel drove up with Ranger and Asher to visit us. William, Ranger, and Robert spent the morning playing and laughing, while the babies and mommies chatted up a storm. Asher and Hannah got along just great. They are both pretty easy going, and seeing them notice each other for the first time was just too cute. Seeing Angel made my heart so happy. She's one of those people with whom my time is always well spent. If only I could do it more often! When it was nearly time for them to leave, I heard rushing water in my bathroom. I ran in there to find Robert in the bathtub splashing in water with poop all around him and two Big boys who were laughing their heads off as they turned the water on and off. "Robert needed a bath" they said. We cleaned up the mess, changed Robert's soaked, dirty diaper, and the boys were told what they did wrong. The whole thing was funny in the long run. Oh boys! What will they come up with next? 

I actually managed to get all three kids down for a nap today, which is one more reason I am liking Tuesday Bible Study: it tired them out. But seriously, I love that I am getting to spend time with ladies of all ages and background and learn about what living like and for Christ means.

I suppose that's it for now!

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

September 16, 2015

Midway through September. We've been in our house about a month now. The 6 pesky boxes are still creeping around (I will try to deal with them this weekend) and not all of the pictures are hung, though we have made great progress on that front. I suppose you could call this our home now.

The boys rooming together has been a mixed bag. They are loving it. It's the boys' room and they like it that way. It has made bed time and nap time difficult though. To be fair, they were already hard to begin with. We are going on day 2 of no nap after fighting for 2 hours on Monday to get an over tired Robert to lay down long enough to pass out. Not sure where to go from here on that front. Today they have to play quietly in their room, but that's not working out either. I need some wisdom! I also have mixed feelings about being in a 1 story house. Everything is closer, whichis good for laundry and transporting stuff and people, but it also means that sound that would previously not have been an issue (like us watching TV at night) can cause a disturbance if we aren't careful. It's not bad, jsut different.

Last Thursday we had our first MOMS (aka MOPS) meeting for the year after the ladies' get to know you tea party that Tuesday night. I like my group and the meeting went well. Because Hannah was a new baby to the group, she got a gift (a onesie with a strawberry on the bum). I think it's going to be a great year.

Robert's 2nd birthday was Thursday. He had a great time at MOMS and particularly enjoyed opening his presents (a lightning McQueen remote control car) and eating his cake (red velvet). He's growing up before my eyes, and I love that I get to enjoy it full-time. I feel like he is understanding so much more everyday. He's a smart one, that kid!

William finally had his 4 year check up on Friday. I like their new doctor (Dr. Tomlin). She is nice and seems very knowledgeable. William is 41 1/2 inches tall, 39.8 lbs and passed his hearing and vision tests. He's got a healthy BMI and everything checked out developmentally (I wasn't worried). Robert's 2 year check up is this Friday as they only take one new patient at a time.

Friday night was Parent's night out at church. After dropping off the boys (we kept Hannah), Francis took me to dinner at Lugui's to finally celebrate our 7th anniversary. Afterward we headed over to the mall. We didn't stay long though as we received a phone call that Robert had choked and thrown up. We headed over and apart from being tired (it was past his bedtime), Robert was fine. Even with the interruption, it was a good night. Thanks Francis!

Sunday William and Francis had their first AWANA meeting at Central BC. Francis is William's group leader. They both had a great time. I'm looking forward to seeing what they both learn this year in cubbies.

Tuesday I had my first Bible Study meeting at Central (we spend a lot of time up there it seems). I am looking forward to the study about goodness and grace. It finally feels like fall as everything has kicked into gear. I'm excited!

Hannah girl is almost 8 weeks already! She may or may not have rolled over the other day (I didn't see it and the boys were nearby) during tummy time, so I am on the look out to see it for myself. She still wakes up at all hours of the night, but is content to be with me and doesn't scream. She's a good baby. so glad she's mine!

The boys are in their room screaming a  the top of their lungs (they are happy but not quiet), so I will cut this short. Till next time!

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

September 8, 2015

On Thursday I will officially have a 2 year old Robert! He's gotten so big, even these last few weeks. he's talking more, communicating his opinions more and interacting with his family and friends so much more cooperatively. He loves life, his family, and all things boy (read: dirt, super heroes, trains, trucks, rough housing, etc.). Robert is independent when he wants to be. I need to put a lock on the pantry and fridge because he helps himself when he sees fit and I've had to modify dinner plans because he's eaten part of it. His smile will light a room and get him most anything. I can't wait to see what the next year holds!

Hannah is growing like crazy. I may have already mentioned she has outgrown newborn clothes, and many of the 0-3 month clothes are getting snug. She is awake more, getting control of her head and hands and is starting to interact with us more intentionally. When she thinks I'm going to put her down, she grabs my hair or shirt and makes noises to tell me she is not pleased with my decision. She coos at the boys and her daddy, The most exciting thing for me is, Hannah is starting to social smile! It started Friday night (she turned 6 weeks Friday). I looked at baby girl and she smiled at me with a cheesy grin. Now she smiles occasionally but not like this. I thought maybe it was a fluke. I waited and smiled at her a bit later and got the same toothless grin. I got super excited and called Francis over. She did it again when he smiled at her. Eeee! It was so cute!!! She's been doing it since then, but I have yet to get a picture. It'll happen one of these days.

Lest you think I have forgotten William, He started Phillips PreK yesterday. He helped select his math curriculum this year and chose Star Wars. After our trip to Toys R Us on "Force Friday" a few days ago, it's been Star Wars talk almost non stop. Anyway, we got three books this year (math, reading an gt enrichment) to go along with the science stuff we already have. William exceeded my expectations and did at least a couple pages in each book in less than 20 minutes. Last year it took 30 minutes to just do 2 pages. I'm excited for this year and so is he!

Francis parents came in on Saturday and we spent the morning and afternoon with them hanging out, shopping and completing various tasks (Francis now has a couple storage units in the back yard). Cyndy, Chris, and Abby spontaneously joined us Saturday evening for Robert's Birthday dinner. Robert chose Texas Roadhouse. He got to sit on the sawhorse while the restaurant wished him a happy birthday. Then back to the house we all went to play, chat and have cake. Such a fun day!

We are settling in here. Starting Thursday, things really kick in for the fall.  I miss Austin still, but everyone here has been wonderful. It has truly made the transition easier. Other than closets, we only have 6 boxes out (all in our bedroom) left to be unpacked. We still have to hang a lot of things. Francis did a wall collage of all the kids photos at different ages, and that has done wonders for my morale. He's awesome, that Francis. He said his first week went well and he likes what he's doing. I can see the light coming back into his eyes and it makes my heart so happy to see him so animated. This journey is hard, but he's totally worth it.

Till next time!

Monday, August 31, 2015

August 31, 2015

Wow, 2 weeks since I've written and this month has almost gotten away from me. In that time, we now have a 1 month old, a new house and a student in our family.

The move was not easy. Trying to coordinate everything and figure out where best to utilize my time was hard and finding places to feed Hannah while the movers were taking things in and out was challenging. But everything got here, mostly in one piece. We had a few casualties, but nothing we can't part with or fix. We did manage to make it to church that Sunday after the move and going back to Central Baptist after 5 years was weird and cool all at the same time. The boys had a good time and learned about Jesus, and we saw the Browers as well as some other people we recognized.

Francis headed back that Sunday leaving the kids, my mom and I here for the week while he finished up his last week of work. His coworkers were in shock over his leaving and many of them said they refused to let him go. Human resources said if he ever wants to come back, there is a position there for him. I'm glad he left on good terms. My mom and I spent the week getting the kids settled and the house put together. I am proud to say I made a huge amount of progress even with a 3 week old. In fact now at the 2 week mark, we only have 20 boxes left to unpack. We've even hung some stuff on the walls. We are not done, but I feel like we are getting closer. I'm so thankful to my mother though. She kept me sane, fed us and made the first week in a new house bearable. Thanks mom!

Francis returned that Friday and after more setting up, we actually made it to both sunday school and service at church. We attended the parents of preschoolers class and recognized around 1/3 of the class. No one that we recognized really spoke to us, but others did and we were even invited to a small group get together that Tuesday. After church, we had lunch at the Browers' house and William and Robert got to spend the afternoon playing with Penelope and Forrest while Hannah slept and the adults (Audrey came too!) got to catch up on the events going on in our lives. It was wonderful.

We did decide to go to the get together Tuesday. There were a ton of kids around our kids' ages and the boys had a blast playing outside. Francis got to know some of the men and I had a great chat with the ladies. We were even invited to a play date that Friday. A lady asked if we had been in the newlyweds class back in the day and we said yes. She told me that she and her husband had spent Sunday morning trying to figure out how they knew us. she said she was very happy we were back.

So our oven has been messed up since we moved in and is still not fixed, but a guy came to look at it last Wednesday. He said it is a manufacturer's defect and he would contact them. Francis had the day off on Wednesday from all his orientations so we decided after the man left that we would go do something tourist-y. We settled on trying out the Children's Museum in Bryan. The boys had fun exploring all the exhibits and Hannah slept on me in the harness. She's a great baby, my Hannah. Most babies are completely unpredictable, but she is already mostly in a routine and I can work around it well (I type this and she'll change, but oh well). Anyway, it was a fun day. Wednesday night was not so fun. The house kept getting hotter and hotter until we finally called our home warranty people to get it fixed. It was 85 in the house in the middle of the night. Because we had an infant, they made fixing it a priority. I took the kids out for lunch on Thursday to chick-fil-a. Francis came home after his orientation to wait for the guy to fix the A/C while the kid's and I hung out at the Browers. William did not want to leave when it was time to go and Penelope did not want him to leave. It was sweet. Yay for a fixed A/C too. we slept much better that night.

Friday the kids and I went to the playdate at Veteran's park with a bunch of ladies and kids from the Sunday School class. A woman immediately said, "you're Melissa right? You were in the newlyweds class a while back, right? I knew it! Our entire table recognized you and your husband but we couldn't come up with your names until after class. We are glad you are back in College Station!" So...that explains why no on came up to us, haha. All in all, it's been a good week!

This Sunday many more people came up and welcomed us back to College Station. Knowing we have a newborn and that we've just moved, the class has set up to bring us meals for the next two weeks. I am so so thankful because it one less ball to juggle right now.

The boys are doing great here. William is loveing meeting new friends and getting to do all the fun activities. Robert loves sharing a room with his big brother. William is liking it to because now there is a "boys room". It makes for a challenging nap and bed time, but we'll get there. Hannah being a baby, would likely be content anywhere I am, but she's been a real trooper. She's growing like crazy, getting control of her head somewhat, and enjoying all the love her family (especially her brothers) pour our on her. She's even started to tummy scoot when we do tummy time. I still haven't figured out exactly how she does it, but she will move 180 on her mat and then move off of it in whatever direction she sees fit. She doesn't get far, but it's highly impressive for a now 5 weeks old. I am so proud of my kids.

I am doing ok. These past few weeks have been rough on my system. My emotions have been all over the place, but it forces me to lean more on Christ and less on myself. Francis started school today. It was a little strange buying school supplies with him and explaining to the boys that Daddy was going to school. They are so happy for him and are looking forward to seeing more of him than we did when he was doing 12+ hour days each day. We bought some Blue Bell today to celebrate when he gets home from his first day!

I wish I had time for more detail, but as I said, nap time is challenging. I've got to go!


Tuesday, August 11, 2015

August 11, 2015

Today is a big day.William is four years old today. I still can't process that. Where did that time go? William knows it's his birthday and he's milking it for all it's worth. Smart boy. We just got back from having birthday slushies at Sonic. $2 for all three of us (the boys and I) to get drinks. totally worth it. William has grown into a true boy. He's no longer a baby. He's tall, and very articulate. He's kind, loyal and loves his friends and family. And we love him. William is curious and a fast learners, often quoting things like his favorite show Wild Kratts. This is his last birthday in this house before we move on Saturday. You read that right. But I'm getting ahead of myself.

Friday was Francis's last day of paternity leave. We spent the morning taking the boys to their first dentist appointments. They passed with flying colors. We had lunch at Phil's grill and just enjoyed being a family. After nap Francis took the boys to the new Bass pro shop. They had fun, and I was able to do some packing in peace. I miss Francis not being here this week. We had gotten so used to having him around and he's great company.

Saturday was William and Robert had their fourth and second birthday party. They had a joint party since we won't be here in September. We had the party at the Little Gym. Over 50 people attended. It was a full house. All the family was there including my dad's parents and sister. I couldn't have done it without my mother in law running errands with me that morning, but everything turned out perfectly. I stood there during the party reflecting on how blessed we have been here in Austin to be so loved. My heart overflowed and I cried as I watched all the kids and adults I've come to know and value over these past 5 years. If I could've bottled that feeling, I know it would've sold for a million dollars a bottle. Thank you to all who came out. Your presence was felt.

I am going to take a moment to update you on Hannah. She's doing great. I had to take her to the doctor today for some eye gunk (no big deal) and she weighs 8 lbs 10 oz. Now. that's a pound over birth weight in less than 3 weeks. She's growing strong. She holds up her head for a second or two at a time, is generally content and still sleeps a lot. I'm getting enough sleep but less than I'd prefer. Oh and her umbilical cord fell off list night. She's looking less like the newborn I brought home and more like a baby. I can't wait to see what's next. I neglected to mention a funny story from church last week. Anyone who had been reading my blog for long enough will remember that Robert's first visit to church included poop that went all over me, the table and the floor. Well Hannah takes after her brother. No sooner had we entered the EXACT SAME CLASSROOM than Hannah pooped out of her diaper and alll over me, the table I was standing by and the floor. It's the only diaper she's pooped out of. Way to go Hannah.

Robert is doing great too other than he currently has a double ear infection. He doesn't talk much but not because he can't. A few days ago he wanted something from the kitchen. Me: What do you want? Robert: Juice. Me: You want juice? (I reach for the orange juice). Robert: no dat one. Dat! (pointing). Me: oh, this one (grabbing the correct juice). Robert: yess, tanks......I usually only ever get grunts out of this kid unless I make him talk. He's a stinker.

This Sunday was our last Sunday at Great Hills Baptist Church. I will miss it dearly. I cried leaving the building. Our Bible Life class prayed over us, and it hit me so hard that I wont see them each week anymore. I tried to soak in every moment. God moves among those people and they have helped me to grow. Great Hills has left an imprint on my heart that will never leave. William told all his friends goodbye. He was so excited about looking forward that he wasn't sad at all. It made it all little easier on me.

My first two days flying solo have been fine. I've hardly had to break stride which is amazing. God is so good! I've done grocery shopping and The Little Gym, and a dr appointment. Busy 2 days!

I cried today leaving The Little Gym for the last time. We were the first people in the door when they opened and my kids have grown up learning gymnastic skills. Our time there has been full of learning.

And now for the answer you are waiting for. Where are we moving? College Station! After praying and preparing beginning last October, God has led us to this point. Francis is returning to school to finish his doctorate in Aerospace Engineering. I am both excited and sad. Excited for the future and sad to leave. I'm still processing each "last" and I don't do change well. We've had a lot of change in the past month. We bought a house in College Station, had a baby and are about to move. We close on our house here in Austin on Monday. Francis turned in his 2 week notice yesterday (he will be staying his last week in a hotel in Austin while we are in college station). His boss took it well since Francis is going back to school. Please pray for us in this time of transition. We are nuts. But we know we are following God's plan. We'd rather be in his will than anywhere else, but it's so hard to leave.

If you are in Austin, know how much we love you and we hope to see you even after we leave. Thank you for helping this feel like home. It means more than you'll ever know.

Thursday, August 6, 2015

August 6, 2015

Baby girl is almost 2 weeks old. That happened so fast! 

Sunday we took Hannah to church for the first time. She was so interested that she was awake nearly the whole time. That's good except she kept making noises during our teacher's lesson on fasting so I had to leave. Something about random grunting and such seemed inappropriate given the topic (but it was a little funny). Everyone in the hall oohed and ahhed over her which made momma the happiest of women. Overall it was a success!

Francis had this week off and I am so glad. I am not sure what I would have done without the extra set of hands. Next week will be interesting! The boys have been great. We survived grocery shopping on Monday and Little gym classes on Tuesday with no real excitement, which was wonderful. Hannah is still sleeping most of the time, though the twilight hours seem to be her most alert. She's generally most awake from 6:30pm until nearly 9:30 or 10. She's just as happy as can be most of the time. She coos and just looks around, ever curious. The boys LOVE her. They want to show her all their toys and are very disappointed when she is asleep and can't see them. They want to hold her and kiss her and William will not go to sleep at night without one last Hannah hug. It's completely adorable. I'm so blessed. 

So far I've only had one bout where all three of my children were crying at once. It is extremely hard to hold all three but somehow I managed it. Not sure how. Probably wont ever work again.

Hannah had her "two week" check up yesterday a couple of days early. She was a champ when they took her blood for the newborn screening. The doctor was impressed as Hannah had not only regained her birth weight (7lb 10 oz) but had actually gained weight beyond that was was already 8 lbs. and 21 1/2 inches long. I'm not surprised; this girl is a good eater. She would eat all night if she could. I am so proud of how she is growing. I could just stare at her all day long (this is true for all of my kids). People who see her say she looks just like a baby doll. I would have to agree. My beatiful, sweet Hannah. I love her so much! 

Next week will be a true test of my mettle as I will be going solo for the week. This will be harder than it would be normally for reasons I cannot yet mention (but should be able to bring to light next week!). Please keep me in your prayers. I am not fully recovered, but am feeling pretty good. I hurt in my back when I stand for too long or walk too much, so I will try to take it reasonably easy. I am so grateful for all the delicious food that has been brought to us over these past weeks. I have not yet had to cook and that is the biggest blessing I could receive right now. I only wish all of you knew what an impact you've made. 

Till next week! 

Friday, July 31, 2015

She's here!

Hannah is here! In fact, she is now officially a week old. I’ve been enjoying her so much that I am finally sitting down to tell about her birth.

My mom and mother in law came in town last Thursday night. Friday morning we all got up and while Francis and I headed to the hospital, Mom, Frankie's mom, William and Robert went to the Thinkery (children’s museum) for the morning. Fancis and I arrived at the hospital at 10, got signed in and all set up, starting the Pitocin just around 11am. I made no progress for a couple of hours. My mom arrived so Francis could take a lunch break. I was relieved they let me have a salad for lunch. I was so hungry! Finally the Pitocin was a high enough that the doctor broke my water. Knowing my track record with the shakes after my water is broken, I opted for an epidural before they broke it. It was the smartest thing I could have done, and I felt very little pain from then on. Francis and Mom took turns having dinner and after 5 the nurse checked me and said I hadn’t made progress. I was still at 3cm dilated and 75% effaced as I had been for over 2 weeks. She told me the doctor would be back by at 11pm. I sighed believing it would be a long night. At 7pm I started feeling some pain and started shaking. I pressed the pain button and the nurse decided to check me again. To her surprise and mine, I was at a 10 and ready to push! The doctor was called and Francis hurried back from dinner (he was pulling in the parking lot). I started pushing just before 7:30. Thanks to an awesome epidural and good breaks in between contractions (as well as an amazing husband and support staff), we were able to laugh and be relaxed through the 45 minutes of pushing. We even had the TV on during this as it added to the energy in the room. Hannah came out at 8:12 crying quietly and moving so delicately that my heart nearly burst with love. Francis was just perfect and looked on us with quiet admiration, at a loss for words and with tears in his eyes. My mom got to cut the cord. They wiped Hannah off and handed her to Francis. The nurse said he could hold her as long as he liked before she was measured, and he made sure he did. He stared at her with eyes only a father can give. He hardly moved for 20 minutes, just holding Hannah and smiling softly. I finally asked him what he was thinking. He motioned to the TV (which was playing a wedding show called Say Yes to the Dress) and said, “That’s never going to happen!” in such a way I couldn’t help but laugh. Hannah will be well protected, that's for sure. When she did get measured, Hannah weighed 7lbs 10oz, was 21 inches long and had a head circumference of 14 ½ inches. The nurse had to measure again because she thought that Hannah's head was too big, but she didn’t realize big heads (and big brains) run in the family.

My in laws visited later in the evening, and Francis's mom could not get over how long and delicate her fingers were. Hannah has my hands, my sweet girl. The doctor thought Hannah looks like her brothers, but “girlier” so at least she got something from me! Everyone left that evening around 11:30 and I got some time by myself with Hannah. She was becoming a champion nurser already and wanted to nurse all night. The nurse took her out to the nurses station a couple of times so I could get some rest. They said she was simply delightful!

The next morning, Francis, Mom, my in laws and William and Robert came up as soon as they could. William and Robert tiptoed in the room. Robert noticed Hannah first and came to investigate followed very quickly by William. They loved her immediately. Robert kissed her head and William begged to hold her. We let him and in a voice so high and quiet that it could barely be heard he whispered over and over again, “She’s so cute. Hannah. So cute!” Robert got to hold Hannah too and he touched her so gently. Danielle and my dad arrived right after that (good thing we were in a big room!) and got to hold and love on her too. My dad said it reminded him of when I was born. Aunt Dani cooed and made sweet faces as she told Hannah that she was Hannah's favorite aunt. After having lunch, Francis, his parents, William and Robert came back joined by Cyndy, Chris and cousin Abby. Abby was super thrilled to hold Hannah and the smile plastered on her face was completely priceless. My aunt Camille came later in the day to dote on Hannah, and William and Robert came back with Nana, Grandad and Sweetie after a nap. Francis was the last to leave that night, and he told me how much he loved our little family. He’s a keeper, that Francis. I wouldn’t trade him for anything.

Sunday, Hannah passed her hearing test and bilirubin test and had only lost a few ounces. They checked us both out and then the five of us rode home in the car as a family for the first time. It was a special moment.


In the week since Hannah's birth, things have been busy. Sweetie has been here to help (she just left). Francis has been home too. We’ve tried to keep some sort of schedule, but basically things are crazy around here. Hannah's 4 day checkup went really well on Tuesday. The doctor said everything looked great and gave her a clean bill of health. I am so proud! Wednesday we did Hannah's newborn photos and they turned out great. She were a doll and never cried. Such an angel!  Francis, William and Robert took a boys overnight trip last night so I could have some quiet time. I’ve enjoyed holding Hannah without interruption as she had a huge growth spurt and slept all day yesterday. She's such a blessing. She likes being awake at night better than the day, but so far it hadn’t been too tiresome. I can’t wait to see how she grows in the coming weeks, months and years. I love her. I thank God for her. My Hannah.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Comparing Pregnancies

Although I know you should not compare your children as each is a wonderful creation by God with their own talents and personalities, I do not see any harm in comparing my pregnancies as they are a reflection on me and not my kiddos. Onward.

William and Robert's pregnancies were relatively similar. Each was lacking in morning sickness, and I felt tired at the beginning with both. I had some serious joint pain at the end though much less so with Robert because we induced when the symptoms started to appear. I gained serious weight at the end (all in my stomach) and my belly entered a room hours before the rest of me. Labor with William was significantly longer (3 days vs 12 hours). Both boys came healthy and my healing came in due time and I went back to my original weight.

This time around I had quite a bit of morning sickness. I never vomited, but felt queasy often. I craved salty/spicy things with Robert (no cravings with William), but this time around I cannot get enough sweet things. My joint pain started much earlier this time around and has been more severe than I remember ever having before. I am far more swollen this time around. With theboys I was always able to wear my wedding ring (up to almost the end with Robert and the whole way with William), but I had to give up wearing it this time around months ago and now even my "huge" fake wedding ring in very snug. My doctor warned me they might have to cut it off if it gets stuck. I told her I'd risk the $10 it cost for the ring. So yeah, swollen. I've had way more contractions. I had none with William and only at night with Robert, but my body is very fond of them this time around and throws them at me anytime and anywhere. On the flip side, I've gained the least of all 3 pregnancies this time and I am the smallest I've been at this point for all three. This is particularly interesting when Hannah is expected to weight the most of any of the kiddos at birth, but we'll see! People are actually surprised I am due so soon these past couple of weeks, which is not a reaction I've ever gotten before. I'm still "all belly" according to anyone you talk to, which I have heard over and over every time around. I have actually made it to 3 cm dilated this time around! I've never done that before. I've been starting from a 0 or a 1 1/2 each time before, so I'm hoping this will mean a decrease in labor time. I won't hold my breath though. My kiddos seem very comfy pre-birth even if their momma isn't.

Well, I'm still waiting for Friday and soaking up my time with my two sweet boys in between. They are ready for Hannah to come, but I also know they like this time they get with me. I wouldn't trade any of it.

Monday, July 20, 2015

July 20, 2015

The countdown to baby girl has officially begun (ok so it started a little while ago, but it is getting real now!). If she does not come by Friday, we are scheduled for induction on Friday at 10am. My pain last week was nearly unbearable at times, but it eases off once in a while and I can get some joint relief (and sleep!). I know so many are praying for me and I appreciate it so much. We're almost to the finish line (or rather a whole new starting line!).

This last week was a great one with the boys. I tried to take them everywhere they love just in case little girl were to come early. We went to Mt. Playmore (and man did they play) as well as the Thinkery (Austin Children's museum). Both were great successes and wore them out more than I ever could. Hannah dropped back on June 24th during VBS week, and since then I feel like I have a distinct waddle. My ever growing wideness, coupled with my joint pain and strange walk had made keeping up with the boys a bit of a challenge. I am so thankful for cool kid friendly indoor places as the temperature outside has already reached 100!

This weekend was our last as a family of 4. We sure lived it up! Saturday we went to Chick-fil-a for lunch and then drove to Jackson's 4th birthday party at Pump it up, a huge indoor inflatable facility. Watching the boys run wild for 2 hours in bounce houses was quite a sight. Afterward, William stated emphatically that he wanted his birthday party there too. I told him he was having his party at The Little Gym and he smiled and said, "Oh yeah, after Hannah comes!" It made me smile too. Can't argue with that!

Sunday we went to church, had lunch, came back and napped. Then I almost sent myself into labor...almost. Our Bible Life class won a contest on high attendance Sunday a couple months back and as a result we got to have a party. We chose to go to Main Event. I was initially not going to go, but I thought I could just sit, chat and eat (free food!) and be good. Oh no. The boys ended up on a lane with all the other kids that was a couple lanes over from Francis. This meant Francis couldn't help them much when it was their turn. So Each time I would have to drag out the ramp for the bowling ball, get the ball set up and let the kids push the ball to knock down the pins...twice. The bigger kids helped a bunch, which is good or I might have actually gone into labor. By the end of 2 hours I was at my limit. About the time I thought we were done, I found out we also got free unlimited game cards to play the arcade for the next hour and a half. The boys got even more excited. Francis and I split up and each took a boy to play nearly whatever game he desired. I seriously thought Hannah was coming as contractions kept coming with greater intensity. After an hour (yes I'm nuts) of on and off contractions, I told Francis I really needed to go. The walk to the door was one of the hardest I've ever made, but Francis picked me up at the door and we made it home. Much of the night contractions continued, but they have subsided and I've had none today. The boys had a blast though, and William said it was the best day ever (I know he says that a lot). It was totally worth it and I really had a lot of fun despite the pain, but I think I'll take it easy until my doctor appointment tomorrow. And by easy I mean I still need to clean the house and finish the laundry. At least I already finished grocery shopping this morning! Yeah, ok, I may need to check the definition of taking it easy...lol.

There is still so much to do before Hannah comes! We do have the bassinet set up as well as the bouncer and the swing. some things are ready to be set up as soon as we get home from the hospital. I know everything will work out how it is supposed to. Thanks for reading! I'll update again soon.

Monday, July 13, 2015

July 13, 2015

Three weeks of silence were not for lack of anything to say...far from it! I've been way to busy to get to a computer and type.

Three Thursdays ago (June 19), I went in for a sonogram and got to see sweet Hannah. The boys came with me and were very excited to see their sister on the big screen. Hannah measured in at 6lbs 10 oz (which is rather big) and had a heart rate of 141bpm. She was head down and did not have the cord wrapped around her neck (unlike both her brothers). Because she was head down and therefore hiding, we did not get a great head shot, and when the technician turned on the 3D sonogram, we could only get an image of her ear. William thought this was hilarious! He is still talking about seeing Hannah's ear. Silly boy. Everything checked out as working normally and other than measuring big, the doctor had no concerns. Yay! we have big babies in this familt anyway, so Hannah will fit right in!

William and Robert graduated from their swim lessons with flying colors. They each got a report card, certificate and a cookie. Since then they have used their skills at both my parents' and in-laws' houses, but I'm getting ahead of myself.

The week after Swim lessons, we had Vacation Bible School at our church. I volunteered so the boys could participate (William missed the cut off by only a couple of weeks). Both boys had a blast playing, eating fun food, doing crafts, and most importantly learning about the book of Daniel. With all the other things I had going on that week (thing I can't yet post on here), I nearly killed myself, but we accomplished so much, and touched kids' lives. No regrets.

From Tuesday June 30 through July 11, the boys and I have been in Dallas hanging out with family and enjoying summer. Francis was there everyday except for a few, so it was truly a family affair. You may think going to Dallas for so long when you are 36-37 weeks pregnant is insane and you'd be right, but it was far less stressful there than it would have been here. My parents got a new house with a pool, so we were able to enjoy it. They also have fruit trees on their property, so we were able to pick peaches and pears off the tree. The boys loved picking them and really loved eating the peaches. We celebrated 4th of July in true Phillips/Noble fashion. We all (all Francis's family and mine) went to the Plano parade and were joined by friends including Ashley and Josh. William, Robert and their Cousin Abby had a blast getting candy and goodies as the floats went by. Afterward we all went back to Francis's parents house for dinner, swimming and some people took a much needed nap. Brandon and Bethany joined us for swimming. It's so fun to see old friends! Pizza and fireworks capped off the night. I cant picture it going any other way. I love having my WHOLE family together!

Sunday a week ago was Danielle's birthday. We had lunch with her and then my mom, Danielle, Christian, Danielle's friend and I got to have a birthday pedicure party. Super fun! Happy birthday Danielle!

Last Monday the boys had their first trip to Chuck E Cheese. They had a great time, but the one we went to was less than clean and less then efficient. Hopefully the next time we go (to a different one), our experience will be more pleasant. If you ask the boys, though, it was the best day ever. Thanks to my mom and Danielle for going with me!

Friday was Francis's mother's birthday. We got to surprise her by having Francis's sister Cyndy and her daughter Abby drive up for a birthday dinner. They were awesome to drive up and I know Francis's mom was happy to have them there.

I am leaving so so much out! I'm sure I will think of a million things as soon as I hit post.

As far as how I am doing, I hurt. I woke up yesterday barely able to walk. I was determined to go to church anyway, and by the end I was crying from the joint discomfort. If you saw me yesterday, I'm sorry if I worried you! I came home, laid on the bed and passed out for 3 hours. I'm so glad Francis was there to watch the boys. I slept hard last night and am feeling a little better, but it still hurts to make a fist (even holding hands hurts), or walk (my feet throb). Only my flip flops still feet are so swollen and my fake wedding ring which is at least 2 sizes too big normally is tight. I stopped wearing my real wedding ring a couple months ago. I will endure it as long as I can for the sake of the bundle of joy inside. She's worth it. Please pray I find the patience and strength to get through as we get ready for her arrival! Thank you!